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February 21 give me a breakSo how come if thair is wourld wide warmming is it so cold out side and thay wont to scare us it is the cical of life its not the firs time we have under whent to hot or to cold and it wont be the last for many years to come but any way I got to chatting with a woman the other day and her husban is over seas and hes been thair for some time and she to make the time go by faster is doing all kinds af val. stuff and dont get me wrong this is a good thing but so her mind isnt on where he is at and whats going on May I say as some one the was in a war zone and over seas with a loved one at home know bouth sides of this coine 1 when he left her side time as far as he is conserned kind of stoud still with her he now has whats going on thair along with wory about not doing what he needs to for her and in the back of his mind worring if she is now moving on becoues he is goen and just using all this as an excuice to run around on him and if he dont get a letter or she dont ansser the phone when he thinks she should it just pushes that thout even more No matter if she would never or would and as much as i hate to say it better than 70% do end up having some kind of a fling even if it is to just get laided 1 time for what ever but getting back to the how time has stoped for him with her or any thing at home now he cant see only by pics of what is going on and this does give the man a bit of a strainger feeling even thow it is his faily he has what is going on thair to deal with and what is going on with the others he is thair with that is now his new realty and so as long as he is thair that is the most inportent part of his life and the rest has fallen to the way side in the grand pic of things not that he or she means to be any less inportant and he is only trying to get back in one pice and realy needs that other person to be in a good mood at all times and be thair to cheer him up when 1_10 of his friends get blowen up or killed in some GOD alfull way and he cant fig out whyit wasent him that dieded he feels he has let them down in some way and after a year or two of this now has to come home and she knows life has been moving forward wont to go on like nothing has changed but it has nothing is the same for him in any way shap or form and every thing around him is differant again than it has been for the last few years and he is asked to go back into the work place and try to pick up where he left off again nothing is the same some say thay ajust but find it hard to make it back other never will and than some suffer even more the rest of thair lives thinking that thay are making it but are hurtting every body around them and not knowing it thay can fig out why no matter how hard thay try nothing thay do works out for them thay cant keep a job thay cant keep a relation ship that cant keep anything thay hold near and dear to them around it a constaint struggel for them I may not have the annsers to this Question but I do have the only thing I know will fix my hurt and thairs man and woman give them a hug a big hug thank them for what thay have and are doing for the rest of us and never I mean never give up on them we owe them our lives now are willing to pay the det most wont and the rest go on egnoring the truth and it let up to that person to pull it together and act like none ofthe wars or conficks have ever happened to make our home land sfe and you free to think and do as you ples for the blood thay have spilled to stop opreshion from staining our lands yours truly Rick The coon guy February 19 hay allhay all well Iam back from my chili cook off and Irealy didnt do bad I got second place Dee got third and some guy the cook i think of the bar we was at got first and allso won over all so yes it was riged but it was fun dee had a white chili that was kick ass as i told her I was more pissed that I didnt think of it first Andy the winner he had a spice chili with meat that was more of a left over roast than burger and his was as spice as mine was but it was a great textture and well presented yes I did bread bowls but that wasent good enough to win but it did what i ment it to Spice Beer Chili well now it out with some of them thair that i like to cook and am better camp cook type so i got to chatting and found out one of the other members would like to do a crawfish boil. LOL I can see this look of what on some faces and a look of shear joy on others Ok for thoes of you that dont know what a shrimp or crab, and crowfish boil is . Well it is to some a gathering of friends and famley to have fun or be festive. but to us it a eat and have fun get to geather And now for all that dont know how its done first you get a mess of crawdads or crawfish a large pot of some sort a 55 gallion drum is best for big blow outs so lets just say you wont to feed 30 of your best friends it will take 100 lbs of crawfish that is if every person thair only eats 3 1/2 lbs this may sound like a lot but its not when you see that you still have to shuck the crawdads and thair is corn and potatoes and cabossa with all this in a big pile in the middel of the table it is a lot of fun well it comes to 25 lbs of taters 25 ears of corn brock in 1/2 2 lbs of garlick 2 bags of yellow onionscut into 1/4s bout 8 rings of bllogna cut into 1inch pices and a ton of spices all put in this big pot and cooked to feed the masses thay wont to try it and than if it goes well make it a happening thing on a regulor deal I bet it goes over so big we will have to do it 2or maybe 3 times befor the year is over i cant wait it makes my mouth water just thinking about it and bruce your a member of the ABATE now thanks to a nother good friend of ours hope you and jenn had fun and i know i did so untell later live long and die well my brother Rick The coon guy February 13 back againwell today I was going throw some stuff on my computer and I found some pices of the bike rally from 2006 and boy did it bring back some good fun and the thout that the ones i was with at the time it was thair first to this thing but you would never have thout it by the way thay where acting ha ha ha it is allways fun at one of this things February 06 yupHay all how are we doing to day Good I would hope to day is one of them days where i find my self with a lot of wonder and dont ask as to why this is happening I could not tell you mostly becoues I start thinking a lot about my littel girls and i will have them to night and thay make me think back a lot my second oldest with her pics of when she was born and the yunges whith her trying to tell me how she remebers how i cared her around in my shirt right after she was born i do still have the smock top that i did that with to by the way and so on its fun to go back and think of that stuff but it does bring back a lot of hurt to becoues than i have to think of thair mother and i get mad I realy dont like her and thay wont me to say i do when I cant any more she has done more to hurt me and keep me from the girls out of some kind of power play she has come to she has lied to me about allmost every thing and thats why i can no longer staind her she told me once that i should just give up my perentl rights so she could give them to the man she ran off with and that has never left me if for no other reson that is it i have to work at any time i get with them when she should wont to make shur thay spend as much as thay wont but she knows it kills me that i cant be with them as much its not like she is doing all that much with them she dont thay tell me all the time thay like comming to see me Iam fun and i do things with them i dont take thair toys away becoues thay didnt all get picked up or every time thay come over i dont have to buy them some thing to look like iam cooler than the other parient i realy do miss them and is so hard to do all the things that i wont with the sort to no time i get them and that sticks the knife back deep in my wound as much as i try to keep them from being a part of her games she still makes it part of it and that hurts me as well as them them more so i would beleave but like i have had to do from the time i was ripped from my mothers arms untell now i have to move in and out of the mind field of life hopping not to step on the wrong spot yes like all men in the place I have had my shar of near death but have lived to keep going forward and i will some day make it to the end no wherse for wear Hopping that my offspring dont have to go where no other has whent not as long as i can go befor them and clear the way for them I know this was a littel out thair and it most likly will come back and hount me in some way for some reson but it has helped to lift me up and make me think clearer i dont like feeling the hate that i have I realy dont but some how i know i can shed it i allways do find ways but not letting it get to me now is the heavest burdon one can have it brings to mind the saying that GOD only gives you what you can handel makes you wonder than dont it than i have to ask if he is a loving man than why do i have to suffer with this and than it comes to me that this is nothing in the grand sceem of things realy just a drop in the pond wow i some time even realy do have to say i inpress my self see what happends when you realy take the time to go threw your thouts and look at all the differnt ways things could be but most of all dont go to sleep mad at any one or thing thair is allways the next day to sort it out (Henry, B.N.) a great man in his day, so now i have things i must do like finsh the entertainment staind i started and some walls and other things for my kids to play in so later hope i didnt boar you all to bad Rick,N. 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Quote now this is sweet i have over night fig out a way to make small bread bowls for my chile cook off Iam hopping nobody other than me thinks of this so i can have a leg up on the comp.lol but like all my ids some how it wont work out and i will have to go to plane B lol thats when i have to think fast on my feet to pull some thing off and make it look like it was meant to be that way lol well any way on to other things talking February 05 talkingwell is been some time from my last spuwing on here so i must add a bit to it and this time iam going to go on about a lot of differnt things so bear with me 1st in the A.B.A.T.E. we are going to have a chile cook off and your trule is going to get in on it but i do know of at least 4 thousand ways to make chile but my thing is should i make it like it is to be all beans no meat and than should it be hot mild or spicey but than chily should make you sweet when you eat it and iam going to do this for a bike thing so now we know it should be some what spicey becoues of whom we are going to be in it with now do i make it a beer chiley or do i do a dirty biker chiley again beer becoues of whom iam targeting right so now i have got two things fig or do I now if i think like that so are the others that are going to get in to it right well i wont mine to staind out it must have three dif kinds of beans first that will help it be diff but now a lot of others know what real chily should look and be like to ok now Iam back to where i started we know it is going to be of three beans now meat or not i wont it to be filling but not over welling to not too much broth and no filling but now to make it staind out do i go with a meat and bean but than the meats should be some thing that most personds wouldnt get or have to make it staind out but than in trudision it would be some thing handy or commin for most do you see where this is going again and for thoues of you out thair that do read my shit for a good laff this is now killing me. Now is where I should give the history on how chily came to be and so on and so forth but it is as boring for me to try and type as it would for youall to read that dont realy give a rats ass about how it all came about but i will tell you the upper 48 are the only ones that do ues meat and most texens well argue that that dont but we all know how that lie the biggest beef raisers and thay dont ??? ya thats what i say ok back to what i think lol not much I know but this is my world so live with it HA HA HA anyway I think that deer and pork mixed with some other spices to give it a hot flaver or spicey tang and than the beans with all the other trimings would be fine but than i know others will most likely have deer to so now do i try and one up them and go for some thing even better that i know thire not going to have so i realy stand out but than its not about stainding out its the fun and comarodery of it right so here Iam back at the start again I am doing this becoues I like to cook for friends and the ones that know me know this but i do like to ues what GOD and the NAVY have given me to do this and by the way GOD give me the talent and the the Navy give me the know how so do i throw my fears aside and do some thing good and make it with the love that I can only give my friends or do i just throw a bunch of stuff together and move on buffalow would be great to along with some garlic bread (Home made of coaurs) so thay can dip it in to the chiley and eat it or i could even make bread bowles but i dont have a clue as to how maney persons are going to be thair so that wouldnt be fair see i wont to do it becoues i love doing it and at the same time I wont them to do or try it in a way thay wouldnt get to most of the time and yes most likly Bruce will say Rick dont over think it just do it you know what you wont to do go do it LOL yes Bruce your right but just becoues thay are bikers dont mean thair not human Bruce lol and thay along with every other gutter rat out thair thay need to be showen thay do can be treated with some kind of dignaty I have untell sunday to get this all done but only now one knows if i can get throw this kwagmier on my own so i must go kill some thing to see if thats what i am going to make it out of laters all and bone-A-patet- one HA HA HA HA later all AND yes BRUCE if you can make it up here this week end we can go to it together it feb 17th at 11;00 am is when it starts January 18 thanksHay Bruce if you wont to add pic go for it I will not stop you and for the record my bike did not let me down i wrecked it 2 days befor that and yes i did have fun ridding that my hole point no matter what you ride its all good just better on good iron is all To some I think about bikes to much other I dont know beans about them I do think of how and what i can do to them at least 1 or 2 times a day I wish i could do some thing like that on my winter layoffs and i haven found a bike that i did like yet no matter what it is but to tell you the rally is a place to day dream about them no Iam lissening to the sounds thay make and how it rolles is the person conffy on it or is he or she a bit scared of it the rally is to over wellming for my mind at times its not like it was in time past when you did what you could with what you had and thats what made the bike you where part of it and it you you could feel things go wrong with it befor thay realy did now days tomany guys buy them amd wont even change thair own oil on them never do you see them trear it down and work on it in camp like you use to it gos to the shop so some other guy is more intement with it than you are thats not ridding thats being ridden give me old schooled bikes any day thats where it started and it will end the same way YOU seen my Harley not bad for a 30 pluse year old bike and the Norton i sold to Steve all old shcool you can't bet some thing like that that bike was 40 years old but to its not all about the bike thair look at just the new friends i have got out of it and thay think of me in a lot of difernt ways the cooking i do is for the fun and bringing us all to gether like when your home and the dinning room is where we all gather to eat and tolk about things and the sitting around having a few drinks after words yes it is a big famley thing we all have fun and go do see things and come back and shar them with others every incounter is a learnning time for me I cant speeck for others and for you that know me thats the way Iam in life its not good but it ant bad and no iam not afread to go anywhere thair and no one makes me nervice if i show my true coloers than i hope you do to but I can say with out a dout that all that have got in on with us have had fun and its my thing to have and try to get to know you so yes it is inportant that we hang out and have fun after and its not just becoues of me its all of us i play only a small part in that way sonny does his to and each and every one work it thair way all should leave with good thouts and if you had troubls thair but still had fun than it was the way it should be i got a free tatoo thair about 10 years back becoues my luck was the worest of any ones thair but it is still one of my all time greats joys to go you have to say to your self when you leave to go that no matter what happens thair it will still be fun and you learned some thing great and you can find any thing thair your heart would like to do or see you just have to look and ask from 83 untell now i have only missed 7years of the rallys and it bugs me that i did but i lived and now i am going again untell i cant any more as a kid growwing up i heard about it and allways wonted to go when i was old enough to drive i would go and sit by the interstate and help out bikers that would breack down or need help that was as fun and as cloese as i was aloud untell i got out of the navy than thats all i could think of to do i quit many of good jobs becoues thay said i couldnt go and only my dad was aloude to tell me that so i would go and when i come home look for a new job so i could save money to go again the next year my first wife was pissed becoues that was like our honeymoon for us every year to go and she liked it but allways wonted to go some other place and i for some reson would have to stop thair for at least 2 days first but for now or untell asked most is all great times had thair like when I had my 1945 flathead Harley the bike that truly changed my life I had this bike for 5 years I got it as a basket case and it was it come home with me that summer in the trunk of my than 69 chevy impala found it whan a friend and me was junking cars that summer along with a 74 Norton I got all messed up on speed for a week and with out a book on the bike put it together and a nother friend did the motoer for me day and noght i worked on it so i could ride it in a pirade that summer and i did get it done in time had a lot a problems with it on the ride allready had the 64 Norton but i needed the Harley and it was my life for the next 5 years untell i had to sell it but she made it th bike week 3 times as did i but only once did we make it to gether at the same time the last year just befor i sold her but one she made it some friend had haled her thair befor i come up and we camped in the same camp grounds but thay thout thay would ride it and i could never find them and i heard her she wonted me so bad becoues thay where being mean to her but i couldent catch them to retreve her needles to say thay no longer are my friends now becoues of it and one she was thair and on her way home when i was going so we had a lot of history together i still miss that bike the most the 64 Norton was my other baby but she whent to a good home t2 years ago and i got to see her again last year thair and it was great to see and here her again sounding proud to be alive again the 74 got me into a lot of shit but 64 was like my angale it got me home when i should never been on a bike and would run when nothing eales would the 45 like colder weather and i road her the first year all year long i even got pics of me on her with snow on the ground and iam on interstate in coveralls on it was 32 out that day no wind but it was cold ridding she was going good when some thing in the tranny whent out locked up the rear end 40 miles from no where Dam that was a fun ride she would allmost allways breack down on me but i could get her running again all i needed was some wire a trackter or a chevy and i could make her go again with some time the guys i ran with allway thout that was funny how i could do that i was the but of a lot of jokes with them for it she would loes a part and i would have to fix it no one would ride behind me becoues of it i could take her apart and put her back togaether in 2 to 3 houres my oldest gile Brandi could as well she love helpping me work on it and was in the shed with me all the time when i was she would not go to sleep at night if i was out thair so i would let her come out and i had chaires and carpet in the shed she would roll up into a littel ball and fall a sleep and about 11 or so when i would realies she was a sleep would than stop the dog and the cat had to be out thair to and friends allways stoped by i would than call the critters to come in the house tune off all the lights grab her and carry her in and up to her bed lay her down just to get this cute littel voice say are we done for tonight daddy than an i love with a sweet kiss from her THANK YOU GOD for them great times untell later hope you all have thies great times to shar here I go againyou know yesterday was helping out a freind i have just come to know he is an older man lives with his wife and thay need some help with a place that thay have its a older trailer home and some of the floores in it have gotten bad and becoues I do have some constuction back ground thay made a deal with me that is why better than I could ask for for any thing I could do for them see i have a 14 foot boat that i got to go play on the river with so i can do more catfishing will the moter i did have isnt working all that hot so the wife and i got a better one (or we thout) and it to dont work well its been sitting for t least 1 1/2 years and that has bummed me out but i lived with it so i met this nice pepole and he asked about my boat and i told him the store he said he fixed them we tolked than at the end he said he had one that he had for sale asked how much he told me it was a good price but like every thing here as of late i cant aford it so about a mouth goes be and he for some reson stoped by my place and asked me to come up to the house he had a deer that needed to be boneed out so i did we tolked and i got it all done i came home and than got some fish and bird and the wife sent some home made chixen soup noodels and all good shit with me back up to them a few days later he comes back down with the jug i toke it up in and again had a prop. to make with me we tolked and side if i help fix his floor the motoer was mine I said that was over paying me for what he wonted done and he said no its worth that and more for him as he cant crall around on his knees any more getting up and down was as hard as work and the job its self was for him well i did start the woke for hime and all the time i was doing it i felt guilty that its not my best work and that i could do better he was happy but i wasent still not to be onest even thow with what i had to work with and what i was doing it was a good job but the thing is thay cant aford to buy the wood thay need to fix this place up and i hate to say it but you can feel the cold air comming in from the holes in the floor and this needs to be done i used some stuff i had and he got some stuff from a nother friend of his to get the one room done and the part i cant get over is i have the 2x4s needed and the equitment insoleation but 3 sheets of plywood is all it will take to make this all work and i got some but its not 3/4 thick that he needs i have cabnet grade and 1/2inch CDX now is it right to feel guilty becoues right now i cant even aford 3 sheets of plywood to help them out and still be a lot less than this boat motoer he has allready said is mine for doing what i have done i got 55 bucks to my name for the rest of the week i need gas in my truck to run the kids around and do my own things it would coest me maybe 35 to 40 bucks to help them out he reminds me alot of my father and i do miss my dad but all this aside i for once in my life have a gift and can help some one that my pay off in the long run for doing odd jobes for other around here and maybe not but in a small town it works that way i wont to do the right thing but an stuck if i do it the wife and i will most likly have a fight becoues we need the money but at the same time i feel thay need it more so and becoues God has aloued me to have this talent am i not to use it for the good of others if i wasent realy scared of the distress of my wife not under stainding I would just do it and get it over with when did i become a fread to do some thing with out thout or to give when it helps others i know No matter what with out even a thout most time just give not caring becoues it does all come back some time in the end (or i like to think it does) when iam not being a hard ass i do hings for others just becoues it is fun no one under staindes that my dad did and allways said to do the right thing now i have to ask what the right thing is what should i do have lost sleep over this allready and the day isnt getting any better i know my dad would say do what you think is right but we would kick all options around first comming to a plane that worked for every one January 16 thinking back againThis is a great way for me to let off steam and let other have a good laff on me it was set up under a .com by me and a nother friend to tell my storys as if i was my pet coons eyes and how funny life would look i have had two pet coons in the past few years Jasser, and Freddy, Jasser was a male and Freddy a you know well thay do make a good pet and are verey intertaining but yet still verey much a wild thing and i would raies mine so if it wonted to go back to the wild it could and thay did keeped them around for about 1 1/2 to 2 years and than just let them go when thay got to indpendent for me i did raies Jasser with my two dog Jack a black lab and Sara a lad husky mix and it was a lot of fun to see them play and roll around the house it helped me train the dogs to hunt coon and that thay did jasser lived only becoues it was in my house my ruels and any thing out side was thairs if the cat was in side it too was safe but out side was a hole nother thing and even the cat know where it could and could not go but Jasser was my rock star coon she was up to bike week with me and at that time the WWF was thair it was free to the bikers and tellavised but the giant Andray was his name seen us thair and asked if he could hold her now she was allmost a year by now and 12 to 15 lbs not to big but niced sized for a coon and about 18inches long from nose to bace of tail as he grabed her i than thout to my self how small she looked in his hands like she did when she come to live with me you could than put her in a tea cup and she was feed from a bottel every for houres and this man as big as he was so gentel with her and she liked him as he toke her around to the other persons he was thair with all where in disbelive of how laided back she was and asked where i got her from and if thay could get one i was even offered 500 bucks from Andray for her and i had to tell him no but she did get me into a lot of shit thair we started out on main street on the left side at 8:ooam inthe morring that day and would wolk about 10 feet and a croud would gather and wont to take pics of her and thay wonted to hold her and pose her on thair bikes and some would pay me to do this and some would ask Questions about her some didnt even know what a coon was i got asked what kind of dog it was and or cat if it was a wild critter or what it realy was need less to say it toke allmost 10 hours to go 8 blockes that year and than at the end we was just getting done eatting when a tv crew spotted us KTTW from Sioux Falls South Dakota ask if thay could do a kids spot with her thair and so we did but i didnt know that the cops where getting tiered of us creatting a mope every where we whent with her blocking traffice and plugging up the streets so finly thay said that if i didnt get her off main street thay where going to arest me I asked for what reson and i got as many as thair was copes first it was becoues i couldnt have one as apet i than told them in south dakota you are alowed one per house hold by low than it was becoues she didnt have a tag i than pulled it out of my pocket than it was becoues thair is a no pet law on main street i pointed out thay would have to arrest 3 hundered other person that had snakes and doges and it was becoues she might get mean and bite some some i said she is better behaved than the bikers thay where trying to protect this whent on for about 45min finley one just said she was making a seem and that in it self was a crime i had no come back for this becoues she was with out trying so the lead me and her off main so that we didnt get mobbed again she to by this time had had as much as she could staind and so we left but that day she was not bothered by the bikes or other critters or even all the humans that had to tuch her she even inpressed the cops as well as i did we had a great 3 days thair that year I have many good thout of bike week in my life and it is not a scarry place like a lot of pepole think Iam allway throwen by how many first timer that i come across every year Papy would be some what in shock as to what it has become now but i thing he would allso be happy at the following from his small bike shop and his crew that flew with him to what it is today lol to be or notJust like South Dakota cold and windy youall in Minn. have to stap sucking and the one in North Daota got to stop blowwing man how am i goting to get any thing done under this kind of condishions HA HA HA HA sorry Bruce had to just so i got you in it again well to day I tout i would bring you down and tell some more stores about the posse LOL At some point i will get pics up of the times we had and things that whent on thair even it is said what happens thair stays thair I can truly say at this point i no longer have the coonguy.com domain so it will not go much further than my friends and thay where thair so in is kind of staying thair Right LOL well my first day on the job thair and i was getting bikes moved it takes about 30min to go around to all the eatting places and the beer garden to tolk to them week long hard wont to be bikers and have them move thair built by some person that charged this guy whay too much and its not even a Harley its a screeming some thing dont get me wrong thay look good in the shed all shined up and for bragging right as to how much it was spent to obtain it But in 5 years when your older and your back and kiddnes are on the frits see if some ass will give you what you paid for in I DONT think so VERN but any way it come down to this one bike and it was a real harley and i wolked all over the place asking if any one owned it and i do mean all over no one had a clue as to who did so i waited and waited for 20 min now its time to get things rolling and still no owner so I and one of the other guys wolk over to it to move it knowing some ass hole is going to come unglued becoues we was breathing air to cloes to it to my dissmay as soon as i grab the bars not only is it locked to one side but the goddam thing is rigged with a alarm what in the name of GOD is this and what kind of biker would do this First off you never park your bike where you can not keep a eye on it and you never wolk more than a hope skip and a jump away in case some onewould for some reson wont to touch it so you can be right thier to let them know the airer of thair ways so we move it along way away so it dont get hit by the one that are thair to have fun and some time thay get out of hand or lose it well as i do finly let it come to rest and iam still in shock over the alarm here comes this guy from acrosses the field yelling at me acking like he knows more about my blood line than i do As any one of you knows iam eazey going kind of guy and i dont get to worked up over things like this so i wait for this guy to get thair and he uesed words that i can only say pissed my off as i let him finsh i looked him in the eyes and said in a loud voice what kind of fucking biker puts a fucking alarm on his bike wolks away from it not keeping an eye on it in the fucken first place and that some how realy pissed him off and he got right up in my face and said i should kick your ass for moving my bike This made me laff and i started to wolk away when tha fuck stick said the one thing that made me stop and turn around He said you better not ever touch it again or i will beat your fucken head in I than looked at him and you will what he said he would kick my ass I said inresonce fuck you and wolked around him and rubbed my hands all over the tank and said to him as i did Iam waiting you fucking pussy kick my fucking ass you wont to be prick as you can see i was mad at him HA HA HA HA he than told me he would call the cops or some one and i said go for it becoues thay would tell you the same thing i just did that you should not leave your bike unattained Sonny was calling for me to comw back to get things started so i had to go well it ends up for the next 3 days this fuck stick puts his bike in the wrong spot for the the reson to see if i go around and ask perons to move them he is an ass he is never in the close aria but the bike is in eye shot so i ask ever othe person to move thairs and not him just as we start the games he comes all pissed off and moves it out of the way and allways has to give me the finger of love and rides off to go cry in his botteled water but need les to say we had a great day and at that point and time i was for the lack of better words a made man HA HA HA so if you wont to go to a bike raley remembber never wolk any farther than you can keep you bike in sight and for god sakes dont turn on the alarm if you for some reson got one on it becoues the guy moving your bike may not be as easy going as iam so now Bruce this is the second time i got your name in here for no reson does that make u happy in any way on second thout dont tell me Idont realy wont to know lolJanuary 15 Some pepolehi LOL yester day I was informed by a friend that i did not say much about my friends so as to not hurt thair feelings i will go on about said friends (the ones from bike week any way)Ok 3 years ago afriend and I where living life like it should be Ihad got some money for an injury i had gotten from falling off a roof so I got a 76 Harley sporster and a few mouthes later I got a 75 sporty this one was a 1200cc and it was a bobber type bike the other one was 1000cc and done to look like a small fat boy type I had this friend that liked to ride bikes to so i lent him my go fast bike and i was on my other one we had so much fun the few mouthes that we was ridding that we made apack with each other that it would be us as friends and no woman would come between us and our riding now remembber this is after mine had allready left me and all i wonted was to ride well I tolked him into a poker run with me well as luck would have it we got lost or didnt care if we was with the grope we started with so We than run into a nother bunch of riders asked if we could run with them it so happened that we could and that thay had a woman that needed a ride and bing that i had more time and my bike was set up for a nother person Iended up giving this person the ride will it allso turns out that it was an A.B.A.T.E. poker run and after 165 miles with them and a great time was had by all thay tolked me and my friend in to becomming part of them and so we did after a few beers the next thing i know I was writing my name on a doted line and handing over this 20 bucks to funny looking man with long gray hair and on more than one ride we would be with hime and his woman Dee is her name Ed is his thay are from thoues Guys and now have a bar - cafe in my home town not to far from here (thair is a lot more to us becomming friends to but thats another story) will my friend i let ride the go fast bike tolked me in to letting him buy it from me and becoues of our promies to each other i did on payments and the prommies that no matter what we will stay in touch will need less to say he never did i lost a good bike and a great friend becoues of it he never payed me and wont even tolk to me so i lost anything that was good that summer but than i got this chance the next summer with the A.B.A.T.E to go to the rallys and work a bike rodao and boy did i make even more friends so i will now go into more detail about that As i was making phone calls to some guy in Rapid City, South Dakota his name is Sonny Moland(pappa smerff) will he gives me this chance to woke and tells me he will pay for my stay up thair that week Will hell Ya i will go than and it was now for them and me two trains headding tworred one another in the night if you know what I mean will any way him and I seem to hit it off right away and we strat to have fun with our new free rain but things where a bit slow and i for some resson made it my new found job to be enforcer and ring master so i would go down early and start to clear out the ass holes that now call them selfs bikers and i do ues this term very very lightlyyes thair are still a few of us older ones that still think the oldways are better when it comes to the rally Now dont get me wrong Iam glad thatas many persons enjoy bike ridding as much as I do and allso that thay have made a lot of money but I come from a time when your bike was a way of life you woked on it you ride it and it was as much a part of you as your dog and famly would be not some thing you got becoues you had 150,ooo.oo sitting around and you wonted to be cool and for a week out the year you can let you inerambishions outwhen you pull in to the camp ground with a 250,000.00 doller camper and trailer that maches that your bike is in most of the time in the old days you had a blanket a slepping bag a tent you earned your money as you whent to and from some how working your way thair and back to see the contry but as do most things in life it has all changed well now as i said i would go down early and get all the bikes out of our play spot and than befor it got started and others would show up for the games i did what iam good at i would stop this big mean looking bikers and ask them if thay wonted to play in our fun and games along with a new breed of riders weman and this worked not only did some come back and play but now i was becomming infamas becoues of me stainding in the middel of the road and stopping any and all that would dear ride by and this brings me to the intrduction of my first year friends thair was many but this is my new extended famly Inga and her great loving and very cute man Steve hi big brother lol you like how i got that in lol any way it was Inga that I tolked into doing the games and boy did she cut lose and not only had a blast but made money for us and made a name for her self thair to she got a membership and a free stay thair to becoues of it than on the guys side of the again thair where a lot and it would take up more room than is aloued on here but my new best friend is Bruce now he rides a rice bike ok Iam sorry it is metric he had one for the games and one for riding and we had a few rice bikes come in but only one that did as good as Bruce he won a free pass in to the camp ground to both did this two year in arow and now Bruce has even found a woman that I think is way togood for him and he may crupt her hope she will lisson to reson lol me that is and not get all messed up over this bum lol hi Jen she to this year when finly let down her hair was evry mans wont and dream she had a blast as well than to my camp mates Steve and Mat, Mike, Mike, Larry, we all had fun with bringing every one to our place and let them go swimming in our pool and cooking for them and even let them drink a bit I look forward to a nother great year up thair with them and yes you all are my famaly I can give up one friend to get back a dozen more and we all stay in tuch a long with some more new friends from over seas Kathy and Pete thay said thay will be back in 2010 hope to see you all befor that and we need to party long this next right lol well that all i have to say unlet my friends now make me tell more untell my next rant laters allJanuary 14 MY DAYS , LIFE,and TIMES,HAY ALL have some new and great advencers coming up tune in and check up on me now and again new things in life
January 15 in responce to NicSO may be some how like the weather Iam figinring out some of her tricks you know like when you see all the critters come out be for a snow or if the deer stay out later to eat and us connes LOL But it does hurt me that she wont do the one thing that would have saved us from all the bull we are now going throw We where in a bar with friends and she was tolking with a friend of mine some woman wolked up to her and told her she was going to do him and as drunk as she was got it all twisted now that friend is married too the woman that told Nic that and is living in rapid cite happly she did now or still cant beleave that it wasent me she was tolking about and that is what turned it in to this Acordding to Nic The truth is nic never wonted to forgive me yes i was the one that screwed up first but not only did she sleep with a friend of mine she did have a fling when we where to gether she didnt get the revenge she was looking for than she had to teach me about being jeales with her third atemp at getting even with me and that didnt work the way she thout it should she tells me she loved me than if she did how come she couldnt for give me like i did with her so many times and during this last go around it was to make me jeles mad and she thout she was making me feel i would say what she thout would be in her words what she felt i didnt ask her to get even with me just to love me not wont revenge thats not love and she knows in some dumb way i still do have great feelings for her but i dont wont to shar or show them to her ever again becoues of how and what she has done to hurt the girls and myself and i hope she does know now that she did trow 9 plues years for both away and for what if she wonted my attion all she had to do was show me she cared about me more than getting even and she never did still dont now that Iam trying to drag my self back up dont keep kicking the dead dog she made this the way it is and iam trying to live with her way I dont like it never did i wont it still deep down dont but it what she wonts so take it forget every good fun thing we did and had and still have had together and do just that than January 12 noneAs you may or may not know I have been in a long and ruff fight with the ex. Now most of you will say thats not news its a way of life .But what you dont understaind is it dont have to be this way. She ran off and did her thing and after some time i did mine But I think and I do pray that Iam not right but from all i get and the bull she puts me throw is she is a bit bent becoues I may have it better than her she has done everything to me you could she tell me some thing does the other even tells me things and befor she is done has to admit she is lieing but she dont think of it as lieing she sayes its just informming me Of what i may ask that I know your lieing but as a male I will never understaind how or why she wonts me to have the best relation ship with our kids but yet if for some reson she dont like how things are going i loses out I dont get to tolk to them or see them but yet she dont think she is uesing them against me in any way I did love her and for 9 plues years and all that happened during that time she and i did things to hurt the other but i forgave her and she never me why i couldnt tell you and even after this last deal i would have but she just keep trying to hurt me untell now to the point I cant staind the sight sound smell or any other thing that goes along with her And i try ever day to at least give her a chance but she has to say or do something to add more to the wound I dont care what she does but dont and if she can see it or not she is hurtting the girls by contully try to get over on me well as i have tryed to tell her as much as it hurt to live with her its twice as hard with out her she trys to hard to make me and the rest of the wourld how good her new life is but it cant be if she keep obsesing about me I ask god on a dayely to help her see that and i even say to her just for give me and this will all be better but she cant and wont as much as i never wonted to be with out her now that iam not i wont to just live my life and love my girls but she wonts condishion and i wont do that never have never will April 23 Metamorphosing in lifeNow a new day has dawned, and I no longer need or feel that the chains of distress shackling me to another. So as I shed them and stretch, the feel of freedom is like a breath of fresh air in my lungs. I walk with no restraint and lighter then before thinking, "thank you for the chance to be a better person, better than the one I have just released". I now have the chance to better myself without looking back. Wondering, did I do what I could? The answer is yes. It is just to bad that there was no one willing to move on with me. I will never go back and walk that path knowing that I did my best. I was still stuck in a trap knowing the trap wasn't of my own making. Somebody other than me created it. My needs are still small, but my wishes are great. With this freedom, I will exceed in most of my expectations. Again, I can say with a smile on my face, "Welcome to the jungle, where we can have fun and games", in my grace as I meet you one and all undergoing the strains that life has to offer all of us. Let us metamorphosize together and let this be the quandry we all have to face, but not alone. May we all travel as freely in life as we only can anticipate our love ones do in death with out time or chance to dwell on what we could have done. Remember that with each dawn you have the chance to make a fresh start each day no matter what chains shackled you down the day before and that you are not alone in your quest for a new self. Like a butterfly, soar to the highest of your expectations and you will not be limited as to where you can go.
This is my promise to you
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