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1月18日 here I go againyou know yesterday was helping out a freind i have just come to know he is an older man lives with his wife and thay need some help with a place that thay have its a older trailer home and some of the floores in it have gotten bad and becoues I do have some constuction back ground thay made a deal with me that is why better than I could ask for for any thing I could do for them see i have a 14 foot boat that i got to go play on the river with so i can do more catfishing will the moter i did have isnt working all that hot so the wife and i got a better one (or we thout) and it to dont work well its been sitting for t least 1 1/2 years and that has bummed me out but i lived with it so i met this nice pepole and he asked about my boat and i told him the store he said he fixed them we tolked than at the end he said he had one that he had for sale asked how much he told me it was a good price but like every thing here as of late i cant aford it so about a mouth goes be and he for some reson stoped by my place and asked me to come up to the house he had a deer that needed to be boneed out so i did we tolked and i got it all done i came home and than got some fish and bird and the wife sent some home made chixen soup noodels and all good shit with me back up to them a few days later he comes back down with the jug i toke it up in and again had a prop. to make with me we tolked and side if i help fix his floor the motoer was mine I said that was over paying me for what he wonted done and he said no its worth that and more for him as he cant crall around on his knees any more getting up and down was as hard as work and the job its self was for him well i did start the woke for hime and all the time i was doing it i felt guilty that its not my best work and that i could do better he was happy but i wasent still not to be onest even thow with what i had to work with and what i was doing it was a good job but the thing is thay cant aford to buy the wood thay need to fix this place up and i hate to say it but you can feel the cold air comming in from the holes in the floor and this needs to be done i used some stuff i had and he got some stuff from a nother friend of his to get the one room done and the part i cant get over is i have the 2x4s needed and the equitment insoleation but 3 sheets of plywood is all it will take to make this all work and i got some but its not 3/4 thick that he needs i have cabnet grade and 1/2inch CDX now is it right to feel guilty becoues right now i cant even aford 3 sheets of plywood to help them out and still be a lot less than this boat motoer he has allready said is mine for doing what i have done i got 55 bucks to my name for the rest of the week i need gas in my truck to run the kids around and do my own things it would coest me maybe 35 to 40 bucks to help them out he reminds me alot of my father and i do miss my dad but all this aside i for once in my life have a gift and can help some one that my pay off in the long run for doing odd jobes for other around here and maybe not but in a small town it works that way i wont to do the right thing but an stuck if i do it the wife and i will most likly have a fight becoues we need the money but at the same time i feel thay need it more so and becoues God has aloued me to have this talent am i not to use it for the good of others if i wasent realy scared of the distress of my wife not under stainding I would just do it and get it over with when did i become a fread to do some thing with out thout or to give when it helps others i know No matter what with out even a thout most time just give not caring becoues it does all come back some time in the end (or i like to think it does) when iam not being a hard ass i do hings for others just becoues it is fun no one under staindes that my dad did and allways said to do the right thing now i have to ask what the right thing is what should i do have lost sleep over this allready and the day isnt getting any better i know my dad would say do what you think is right but we would kick all options around first comming to a plane that worked for every one 引用通告此日志的引用通告 URL 是： http://thecoonguy.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!74F5787B573434B7!212.trak 引用此项的网络日志
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